GARY STEEL is celebrating 40 years of music journalism by disintering and re-animating interviews and reviews from his fat archive. To honour the publication of Shayne Carter’s memoir, Dead People I Have Known, here’s Gazza’s 2001 profile on one of NZ’s greatest rock gods.
SHAYNE Carter still has a sneer in his voice. The same voice that sneered persuasively through the bracing racket of Straitjacket Fits records, the group that should have made Shayne Carter the first bona fide Kiwi rock star on the international stage.
It almost happened, but Carter is sitting here today with his sneer because it all went horribly wrong back in ’94, and because, after all this time, NZโs greatest rock icon is returning to fulfill a contractual obligation: the creative obligation of his resuscitated muse.
Carterโs muse brought him up screaming from Dunedin and the Flying Nun zeitgeist of the ’80s, where his post-punk outfit Straitjacket Fits first trashed the local scene, before turning its attentions to bigger markets.
“You end up sitting in peopleโs offices, talking to them, and you donโt like them, and you donโt like what theyโre saying.”
The spectacular rollercoaster ride of โShe Speedsโ birthed a new rock god. Shayne P. Carter, with his classic idol cheekbones and youthful defiance, was an instant icon in a country woefully lacking in sex appeal.
London called and Straitjacket Fits came running, whipping up feverish music press and rapturish fan flurries; in America, a major label snapped them up and set them to work.
Then the facade began to crumble.
โThe industry is a shitty place, and you get to the epicentre and you think โWhatโs this got to do with what propels me to pick up my guitar and write music?โ Bugger all. You end up sitting in peopleโs offices, talking to them, and you donโt like them, and you donโt like what theyโre saying. Thereโs lots of dodgy characters in the industry and lots of bullshitters…
โYou get to the point where youโre in a band and theyโre quite high profile in the industry, and all this peripheral stuff becomes important, and itโs not important. The important thing is loving music and being moved by it, because thatโs the only way you can create music yourself that moves you, and if it moves you it will move other people.โ
ITโS a sweat-soaked February day and itโs a blessing to get out of town. Shayne Carter has invited the hack to his temporary digs at Langholm, on Aucklandโs West Coast, at the sometime residence of the man who got him to sign that Sony contract two years ago, label manager Malcolm Black. The plan: today, Carter will unveil the long-awaited album by his group, Dimmer, and consent to an interview.
First, we sun ourselves in the backyard, perched on the lip of an ancient Maori pa site, which runs spectacularly past strands of native bush down to a vista of Manukau harbour. We discuss mutual health concerns and some of the burning issues for todayโs sensitive thirtysomethings. Like, how to stay angry and use naturopathic medicines. Carter finishes the conversation by extolling the benefits of meditation. With a sneer.
โIโd fucken love some peace and tranquility man. After a while itโs too much effort, too painful, and you just want some fucken peace and quiet.โ
โIโd fucken love some peace and tranquility man. Fucken hell. I think as you get older, thatโs all you actually want. When youโre younger you experiment and you want to do dangerous things. But after a while itโs too much effort, too painful, and you just want some fucken peace and quiet.โ
Itโs been a painful few months. Having just about put the finishing touches to his record late last year, Carterโs Dad suddenly died, too young in his 50s, and everything changed. At times, the album seemed a tortuous process that was never going to see completion. But this news blew everything out of the water. With his own health issues and relationship complications adding to a volatile mixture, Carter couldnโt have felt less like starting on the whole tedious task of promoting his first album in seven years.
Retiring to the lounge, Iโm graced with two plays of the long-awaited album, I Believe You Are A Star, but Iโm told to commit it to memory. No taking this CD home.
Edgily, Carter suggests we postpone the interview and head for town to catch a movie, Hidden Dragon, Crouching Tiger.
FOR a physically imposing guy – Shayne looks and acts tough – Carter is the biggest wuss Iโve met. When the writer drove Carter and his girlfriend to an electronic event at Titirangi a couple of years ago, he wanted to leave almost immediately, citing certain imminent death resulting from the bites of a battalion of mosquitos. It was the perfect black comedy, Carter was so out of his element. Like many kids whose teenage years coincided with the post-punk era of the early ’80s, Shayne Carter holds on to elements of his punk roots, noticeably an avowed cynicism, and a hatred for the woolly ways of the hippy scum. Titirangi had mosquitos and hippies, in spades, soaking in their patchouli oil, fire-eating and blissing out in the West Coast mud. Carter couldnโt wait to get out of there.
But this is part of what makes him such a great musical presence: in everything heโs ever done – and that means some of the best pop songs ever committed to the recorded medium in this part of the world – Carter manfully wrestles between his overt sensitivity and his other side, a kind of angsty malevolence.
โIโm quite an anxious person, so that anxiety comes through in my music.”
In Straitjacket Fits, roaring malevolence rules, but on the new record, the slightly mellower, 36-year-old Carter has found some kind of balance between angst and beauty and that wonderful, picaresque, inbetween state, melancholy.
โIโm quite an anxious person, so that anxiety comes through in my music. I like music that has tension and is spooky, almost a mood of anxiety, kind of like melancholy, a beautifully bleak feeling. You know how melancholy is kind of delicious, as well as sad?
โBut I think itโs a beautiful record. Itโs not trying to prove how tough it is. Itโs got quite a few girly bits on it, the (falsetto) singing, and I wasnโt scared to do that. I wanted to make a beautiful record, so in lots of ways itโs quite feminine. Itโs the music I wanted to make, one that was timeless and didnโt sound like it was super contemporary. It sounds slightly out of its time, it doesnโt totally fit in with whatโs going on, and I think thatโs a strength, a good thing.
โIf it feels real no-one else can touch it because itโs true, you know? And thatโs always been my criteria, whether that piece of music feels real to me or not. Itโs soul, thatโs the only way I can describe it. All my favourite music has got that soul and truth to it.โ
WHEN Straitjacket Fits came to a grinding halt in 1994, Shayne Carter retreated to Dunedin for a couple of years. Feeling embittered by the industry that promotes art for money, but so often stalls the creative process, Carter retreated to the city he grew up in, and set about rejecting every musical value he had previously subscribed to.
โThe band had been going for seven or eight years, and a bandโs like a gang, and eventually you tire of that, running round with the same bunch of boys. And with any kind of creative entity, thereโs only so much water in the well. And by the end of it I was feeling quite frustrated, I felt like I carried it, and I couldnโt be bothered doing that anymore.
โI just felt a bit dirty and sullied by the end of the Straitjackets, and I just needed to go back to where I came from, and learn to love music again.”
โI just felt a bit dirty and sullied by the end of the Straitjackets, possibly slightly disillusioned with the whole thing, and I just needed to go back to where I came from, and learn to love music again.
โIโve had to completely relearn my whole way of making music. Iโve always written songs in a practice room with a band, and I tired of that. I spent two years in Dunedin just jamming, doing a lot of free-form stuff, and didnโt write a concrete song for about two years. I got sick of the rock thing.โ
BUT the story of the making of I Believe You Are A Star is set squarely in Auckland, a city that Carter still finds dislocated, remote and devoid of the nurturing community qualities of Dunedin. Relocating to the Queen city in 1996, Carter set about the long process of recalibrating his musical orientation. Becoming another of those flatting fringe denizens bordering Ponsonby and Grey Lynn, he formed the three-piece Dimmer and released a tentative EP through his old company, Flying Nun. But never really musically a part of the strumming, drone folk-rock of the Flying Nun stable, and sensing the strong arm of big business bearing down on the label (Flying Nun is now part of the Festival-Mushroom group, owned by media tycoon Rupert Murdoch), Carter felt increasingly alienated by the company that had formerly espoused such a tight-knit, homely approach to music-making. Suspended in a city with all the star-making machinery, but none of the creative mechanisms he was used to, Shayne Carter slowly began his agonising, man-alone voyage back to a place that felt right.
This meant a misjudged solo guitar frenzy in an Auckland club, and a clutch of Dimmer performances that were more freeform psychedelic wig-outs than hints of any intrinsic Carteresque qualities.
It was starting to seem like Dim and Dimmer.
“Sometimes I think that in this town (Auckland) the apex of creativity is making a good Toyota ad, and thatโs not very inspiring.”
โAuckland is all about money, and to generate money you have to appeal to a wider public spectrum, and to appeal to a wider public spectrum, your product has to be blander. Sometimes I think that in this town the apex of creativity is making a good Toyota ad, and thatโs not very inspiring. In Dunedin, your poor friend whoโs sitting on the dole but has got these amazing artistic ideas will sit you down and give you a great book to read or… I hate poetry but theyโll read you a great fucking poem. I donโt find Auckland a creative or inspiring town at all.
“I do like the climate!
โEveryone needs some form of recognition or encouragement, and when youโre dealing with the kind of thing that I do, itโs all created in isolation, and you donโt get anything like that back until you finish it.
Still looking for his muse, Carter found his investigation of the new areas of computer-driven electronic music rewarding.
โWhen I first heard that stuff I thought โthis is the brave new musicโ. Itโs taking risks, and itโs doing all the things I was finding lacking in rock music at the time: intrigue, mystery, people trying things that I hadnโt heard before. I found that really inspiring, and I had to educate myself with that kind of music. And then I went through all the politics of it as well. I thought it was really great not to have a singer up there going โme me meโ. I liked the whole socialistic principle of it, that the audience was just as important as the music. Then I went back and investigated all the music from where electronic music stemmed from. Brian Enoโs ambient stuff, Kraftwerk and all that kind of stuff.
โFor a long time I thought singing and and playing songs was really square, so I didnโt do it, I just wrote instrumentals. But then I went full circle. I got sick of the vague, unspecific nature of the electronic thing. Iโve had big trips on Marvin Gaye, and that Careless Love book on Elvis (by Peter Guralnick) totally brought me back to songs and singing. I thought โfuck, you canโt beat a great tuneโ. Thatโs a really human thing, to want to hear someone sing, and I realised thatโs what I can do. Iโm a guitar player who can sing and write songs. So I started doing that again, but I applied everything Iโd learnt in the last few years.”
โMaking this record at times has been a real struggle. Getting no feedback or anything to sustain you apart from your own self-belief.”
As tortuous as the process was, Carter made the creative isolation of Auckland work to his advantage. Inking his deal with Sony, which allows for complete creative control, Carter began to get together the gear he needed for a new working methodology; getting to grips with new computer-based technology, he worked mostly alone, with Gary Sullivan providing drum tracks for his fledgling creations.
โMaking this record at times has been a real struggle. To hold onto your belief when youโre operating in a vacuum, getting no feedback or anything to sustain you apart from your own self-belief. Itโs a hard road to hoe, and lots of times Iโd sit there with no money and the beginnings of this record thatโs taken forever to make… it tests your spirit and your belief, and Iโm really proud Iโve held onto it and sustained myself to the point that Iโve done it. I had points where I just wanted to give up, but I thought how ridiculous it would seem 10 years down the track if I hadnโt made this record. It was something I had to do, and thatโs what sustained me through it all.โ
HAVING creative control means Carter has been allowed to conceptualise the video clips. For the first Sony single, โEvolutionโ, he devised a video based on the Elvis 1968 comeback TV special, featuring himself as a boy, a young man, and a middle-aged man. The middle-aged Carter was his father.
โMy Dad described the video shoot as tense and demanding, but he loved it. Dad didnโt have a lot of money or anything, so it was really great to be able to bring him up to Auckland. Being a brown guy in the South Island, thereโs not a lot of brown people wandering around down there, so he really loved all the brown people wandering around Kโrd… he spent two days just wandering up and down and saying โki oraโ to everyone! The thing was, everyone went โki oraโ back, so it was really cool. Just goes to show what you give out you get back.
โHe was really proud, loved the music, even the really wiggy shit. He loved the โCrystallatorโ single… when I gave it to him he really flipped out, and said โI can hear Scottish music, I can hear Maori music, I can hear all these different things!'”
Carterโs parents were both musicians, his mother Caucasian, his father Maori. But Carter Jnr grew up in a white manโs world, scarcely aware of his Maori heritage; neither did his dad. He was adopted.
Straitjacket Fits, and Carterโs earlier groups Bored Games and the Double Happys, were both resolutely white-sounding.
โYou donโt get anything heavier than your Dad dying, and it has put the album and all this business a bit lower on the totem pole.โ
โThereโs always a big deal made about how Flying Nun music didnโt have any rโnโb inflections, and thatโs really true. But at the same time I have always loved black music; stuff like Muddy Waters, Sly Stone, Otis Redding. And Hendrix has always been one of my favourites.
“There are a lot of black music inflections on this record. Thatโs what I love about hip-hop, the irresistibility of that beat, no matter what you start nodding your head, and itโs music that plugs into those primal pulses.”
In October, a bombshell. Slaving away and over deadline on the album, Carter got word that his Dad had died. It has sent his whole world reeling.
โYou donโt get anything heavier than your Dad dying. Thatโs about as heavy as it gets really. And to a certain extent it has put the album and all this business a bit lower on the totem pole.โ
At his Dadโs tangi, Carter realised that there was a whole world – his heritage – that he knew nothing about.
โHe was a Maori guy who was adopted and brought up by Europeans, so my contact with the culture has been really limited. But in the contact I have had, there are all these amazing things you get in Maori culture that you just donโt get in European culture, and itโs a culture thatโs not about the self. European culture is all about me-me-me and thatโs why there are so many lonely people in capitalistic systems. Whereas in that system itโs about your whanau and even about your relatives who are dead, and where you come from, and all the parts that have made you who and what you are. I was really struck at the tangi by the spirituality of it, and itโs a really important part of me that I have not explored enough. And I really want to explore it, because itโs a part of who I am. Being a musician, that is part of my Maoriness coming through. Itโs hard to qualify that, but itโs something Iโve felt. Itโs a very spiritual culture and musicโs a very spiritual thing. Itโs not something I do to make money, or to get my photograph in magazines, itโs deeper than that. I really believe that thereโs a connection there. Itโs so unique and so powerful.โ
“Like a lot of adopted people, Dad got rebuffed somewhere along the line and he was trying to find out but he never did.”
More news to rock Carterโs world:
โWe just found out where our family comes from. Like a lot of adopted people, Dad got rebuffed somewhere along the line and he was trying to find out but he never did. It effected him in that where you come from and your identity is such an important part of it and if you havenโt got that, youโre missing such a big part. But weโve found out where our family comes from, and weโre actually going to meet those people this year, so it will be amazing.โ
THERE is an air of tragedy around the demise of Straitjacket Fits. Most bands have one crack at the big time. Carterโs moment came and went and without breaking through to deserved success in those crucial international markets. Now in his mid-30s, there is a vague residue of what could have been, but the artist in Carter has determined a future that looks more underground than hitbound.
โYou canโt feel regretful about that kind of stuff, because thatโs just the way it is. Iโm proud of what that band did, but I want to do something different, and itโs taken me this length of time to solidify what I really wanted to do. I could have released four okay records in this period, but I wasnโt going to let it go until I had something that said what I wanted to say and did it the way I wanted to do it. Thereโs enough pointless and mediocre music out there without me contributing to it.โ
Whether Carterโs moment in the spotlight has come and gone is a moot point. What matters is that I Believe You Are A Star is a great record, possibly one of the most original, daring and outrageously well-defined pieces of musical art to have emanated from this country.
“Thereโs enough pointless and mediocre music out there without me contributing to it.โ
There are no obvious pop songs or radio hits, so Carter will be looking to find his audience through the underground network of music fans around the world who have become more apparent since the advent of the internet: if anyone has any doubts about the level of interest in Shayne Carter seven years after his big group broke up, just try trawling through all the slathering fan websites!
โI wasnโt going to let it go until it was right. I really enjoyed the attention to detail, shaping that whole aesthetic. I wanted to write all the songs in one or two notes. Thatโs a big challenge. As a songwriter you start off all naive and you play really simple songs because thatโs all you know. And then you make it more complicated because you want to keep it interesting for yourself. Itโs a huge challenge to write one or two notes without it getting boring. I got into the concept of inverse power, where instead of hitting a certain point and going up, it goes down; where there should be a power chord, thereโs nothing. I also got into quiet songs… playing quiet and subtle songs, but itโs still really powerful. Itโs a different kind of tension, and a different kind of power.
โGary (Sullivan) cut out these letters that said โGONEโ, and that wooden carving sat in the studio the whole time, and we just wanted to get a really woozy vibe to the whole record. โGONEโ, you know?
โAll the lyrics on this record a really strong. I worked really hard to make every line mean something, so that it wasnโt throwaway, or a copout. No matter how obtuse it is to your average listener, all the lyrics on the record really stand up. I think itโs cool that people listen to rock songs and get the lyrics wrong, but it doesnโt matter, because they still believe they know what the songโs about, they have their own interpretation of it. So with lots of my lyrics I do make them quite ambiguous, so you can take them any number of ways.
WE finally get to sit down and talk at my place. Despite his reticence, Carter is an adept interviewee. Certainly, heโs aware of the process, having started his professional life as a cub reporter. Unlike the many artists whose interests barely extend from their own monomaniacal tunnel vision, Carter is ferociously intelligent, keenly curious, and blindingly well-versed in the whole mythology of music stardom, and pop culture in general. A voracious reader of biographies, a fan at heart, this candidate for the elite of rock legend must get a strange chill when he tallies up the almost uniformly tragic lives of his heroes Elvis Presley, John Lennon, Marvin Gaye and others.
โItโs a wank and a cliche, but out of pain comes great art. Itโs the comedy is tragedy thing, too. So many great comedians are actually really sad people, whether itโs someone like Spike Milligan or Richard Pryor. Yeah I quite often laugh, but Iโm often laughing at the blackness of it all. Itโs the same thing with this live performance of Pryor…. all this funny shit, but at the same time you can see the pain on his face as heโs saying it, because itโs actually truly hurtful stuff.
โI laugh at the absurdity of it all and people running around doing the stupid things that humans do. Sometimes all you can do is laugh…
โIโm a fan though. It goes back to loving it. Great fiction is supposed to reveal things about the human condition, and express and arrive at quintessential human truths. But all those truths are there in peopleโs lives anyway, which is why I like reading about people whoโve actually lived. And you come to the same conclusions about what itโs all about when you read about peopleโs lives. The fuckups they made and the triumphs they had. So I suppose I am fascinated by that, and I suppose I am fascinated by icons to a certain extent, too. But it just goes back to being a fan, and people are interesting, especially people whoโve done great things.”
In the end, music for Shayne Carter means the same thing as the peak moments of sporting achievement: transcendence.
โI actually really enjoy playing football, I find it very Zen, because everything falls away and youโre just concentrating on that ball. I find it a great release.
โI laugh at the absurdity of it all and people running around doing the stupid things that humans do.”
โAs a child I used to sit inside on really hot days and watch sport and get headaches, and Mum would say, โShayne go out and playโ and Iโd say, โI canโt Mum thereโs sport on TV. Have you got any Disprin?โ
โIn a lifetime you spend so much time tripping over your own feet, that those Zen moments are perfect balance, theyโre to be savoured. Whether itโs doing something really great with a soccer ball, or coming up with this beautifully balanced, symmetrical piece of music, those moments are fleeting, but theyโre the ones that are worthwhile. The rest is just stumbling around.
“If somebody watches a great performer on the sports field, theyโre getting the same buzz from that as a lot of people get from a great piece of music.”
โMusic is one of the few transcendent things in life. Music has always effected me powerfully, in the same way that a great book or a great movie will. You watch The Straight Story (David Lynch) and you get the same feeling from that as listening to a great piece of music. But if somebody watches a great performer on the sports field, theyโre getting the same buzz from that as a lot of people get from a great piece of music. Theyโre seeing human transcendence of the ordinary, seeing human achievement. So if you watch Michael Jordan playing basketball, itโs this form of expression that is very similar to music. I can watch Jordan play and Iโll get the same buzz as listening to Marvin Gaye sing. Itโs just human excellence in performance, and itโs inspiring. The possibilities of humans, and about the beautiful things humans can do, whether itโs a piece of music or this great piece of athletic prowess.โ
- I Believe You Are A Star was released early May 2001 on Sony.
- Shayne’s memoir, Dead People I Have Known, is published by Victoria University press and available here.
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